Wow

So me and Leigh still haven't changed anything. We saw each other yesterday and she said nothing other then how happy she was with out me. That hurts. I miss her however I know i have to move on and I feel like I can't. I'm a nice guy and I know that one day I will find the right one but in till then I'm a lost soul. I'm lost when it comes to words I'm losing focus on anything and every time I here her name I feel a little weak inside. When I talk to other girls i catch myself looking at them as deep as i can looking to see if they are the one who will make me better. I know I need to be single for a while. I know that life throws shit at you and all you have to do is just dodge it. I felt like she was the one. I guess the reality of the situation of it is that she was not the one. If she was then maybe it would have worked out better but it didn't. As a young man I know i have many years to look around for the "one". I feel like moving on from her is going to aid me in finding out who I am as a person. Gosh I miss her. I wounder if shes thinking of me of us. I miss looking into her eyes and feeling so at peace. Those last few sentences I have been thinking about for the last few days.